xDDD I'm not even going to say I'm coming back. Cause I don't know anymore. xD My laptop... well... it turns on now, but it's been wiped clean and I've yet to figure out how to get anything to work on it, but hey... I can play solitaire on it? Woot. u_u

So Otakon was the greatest thing ever, despite being sick and in massive amounts of pain the entire time. I got a week hanging out with my best friend and for once felt normal. It was wonderful.

And ah, for anyone that cares, though I think I am more talking to myself with journal entries, I want to talk about someone wonderful in my life right now. His name is Will. xD And I love him more than anything. I've been in love many times before, but nothing in my life compares in the least. I've had a lot of bad luck, and ugh... there has been so much drama and tears and everything lately. I left a relationship that had been going on for maybe a year? I don't know the start was hazy, but I left him for someone I'd gotten close to so fast it took a while to catch up to me. Somewhere a long the way I lost a friend, hurt another, and probably will never get back the friendship I had in my last relationship, and don't deserve it, but everything, ah, it has been worth it all just to see how happy not just he makes me, but me him. n_n I've never been more sure of anything in my life. Hell I've never been sure of anything in my life really. x__x

But yeah. Money sucks right now, but that's okay. xD I spent $40 bucks I didn't have to commission our favorite artist and my awesomest friend Rin to draw us for our one month yesterday, ahh, she showed me a preview and I like, melted. It's so awesome.

Hmm. I'm going to try school yet again. Taking a photography class, which is got me giddy, and hoping I'm good enough to go somewhere with it. I really am interested in it. Plus it'd be awesome to get another job somewhere, cause I could use the money. I have to pay for school, my car is on it's last leg, and with all that I'm still trying to find a way to move out, and hopefully help Will move here.

u_u Yes. Long distance relationships are fun. I hate when people ask how we met. Online. Omg! Seeing as the only relationships I have had with any even slight amount of success are online, at least in start... I really don't care anymore what people think.

Oh yeah, I meant to talk about the other reason Otakon was so awesome was cause that's how I got to finally meet him in person, nvm the mass amounts of time talking online, on phone and webcam before that, xD, but ah... human contact... I usually shun it... but it has never felt so wonderful. It was so much fun just to be with two people that mean the most to me in this world, and that I hardly ever see. The rest didn't matter so much.
Ah, GAIA STAFF WAS THERE. I HUGGED LANZER AND OTHER STAFF, I AM A LOSER! xD But it was awesome.

So yeah... a little update on a lot that has been happening in my life.
Oh yeah, no more people I know are allowed to die, wtf.

I might draw something soon and upload it, it might not be soon. Though I hope to start adding some more photos when my class starts up, and I'll share a bunch with ya'll. <3



xDDD I love how I got my brothers just as Narutarded as me.
The littler one keeps walking around saying..

TWO WEEK OLD SPOILER ALERT....


"Tobi's a good boy! And the mastermind behind Akatsuki!"
Lol. But ah, I loved Tobi from the start. D< All you new lovers are posers. xDDD <3 So yeah. I'll try to be more active I guess.


SUMMER HEAT IS HORRIBLE.